Finito Mundo~~!!!!

Finito Mundo!!!!!!
Finally... 95% of the bloody assignment in APR1 semester 2 done!!!!!
This is such a great moment my god!!!!!
For all the coursemates of APR1...
I salute all of you for the persistence, the hard work, and cooperation between group members
(Provided if you really join some groups works la....)

Once again, I would like to thank some of the people:
a. Mao n Shirmane, for struggling together during the toughest moment in PR theories assignment... U 2 are great warrior!!! Go go go .. u gotta fight it XD..
*Special thank to Mao n Owen, coz these few days treat us good in ur house... XD However, although free refill, RM4 per cup of water is still ridiculous...*

b. Stephanie, Emilio, and Siew Huey, for the previous assignments such as moral and cyber laws and english... Having fun with u guys ^^ Do go swim again jom !!!

c. Li May, Gillian, Vingie and etc...

d. etc... etc... etc...

e. Lastly, I would like to specially thanks my dear... n I also want to apologize too... for not having enough time to accompany you recently... sorry >< and muackz ^^ Hmmm, the 2nd semester had almost reach the end... my dear friends... we shall meet again most likely after internship gua.... JYJY every1....

* A very big mistake....
I forget to mention a verrrrrrry important person.....
Specially thanks to Hui Ping ^^
Thanks for all the discussion and accompany recently...
So sorry, now only mention u... hope u dun mind??
See? I specially add a paragraph credit for u^^ meeeh~~~

心。新

心
很痛
伤心着
无能为力
你放弃了吗
不舍得又如何
行行好借个肩膀

新的开始在不远处
一起走倒那里眺望吧
天空蓝，白云飘，安静
旅行者的心里有他的天空
行走在这里压力全消，安宁
去到哪里，微微笑就是通行证
吧啦吧吧吧~ 永远就这样走下去
.

The Day The Earth Stood Still~~

Today I watched this movie (for free ^^),
after the annual dinner with my colleagues in KLCC TGV,
(Thanks to TELELINK my part time company^^)

Seriously, I would rated this movie as moderate only,
Because I think not many people will found this movie interesting....
This is a movie about human race's end of days,
Same old concept... human race always be the threat to the planet and "some savior from outer space try to save the planet from us, the viruses..."
But there are also some fun scene ^^
For example, the main character Keanu Reeves (The main character in MATRIX series) speak chinese in the movie, hehe, of coz.. a very weird chinese speaking fella... memorize the sounds only....kaka

However, I do learn something from this movie:
a. Undeniable, what human beings (me, you, and they....) doing now is posting threats to the planet, not our activities, not our technologies, but the morale and uncivilized personalities that grow deep inside ourselves. If we don't change ourselves, how could we change the world???

b. Don't be so upset, when we are facing the the extreme situation, we will force to change and adopt to the extreme environment. That's the only time human race will evolve and gain hope in the future. So, just wait.... maybe tomorrow, maybe next week, next month, next century....

c. American are really feminist and individualism, know why?? In my opinion la, they try to potray the image that "women will not always be the weaker". Why?? Within the movie, their Secretary of Defense was a woman; the main human race character, that save the world by change the "alien" perception so that it stop to destroy the population, was "a woman" too....

d. Another sad thingy, weak civilizations will always get destroyed or replaced by another strong civilization. Human race claim themselves (again, you, me, and they....) as holding the highest authorties in this planet... but ask yourself, do you think in the entire universe, earth's human are the advanced species? I really don't think so.... (-.-)
If one day, another more advanced civilization land on the earth, what we can do??
Hmmm, perhaps like what potrayed in the movie:
self-contradict and do meaningless struggles....sad....

So guys, this is a decent movie.... not totally bad, but you can try to find out the points I mentioned above... try to examine... anyone holding same perception with me??

Hmmm... while we can still stand on the earth, do appreciate it....
LOVE OUR ENVIRONMENT YO~~~

语。无。伦。次

到底你还在期待什么？
真的以为在这世界上坚持就一定会达到你想要得吗？
你总是不打没有把握的仗，为何这次失败得这么难堪....
你以为这样子会有人看到吗？会有人为你感到心疼吗？
你只是一个小丑而已....
在这里装什么伟大？
在这里装什么潇洒？
你只是不断在伤害自己伤害身边的人....
醒醒好吗？回头看看你身边那些关心你的人....
他们不才是你应该去用心对待的吗？

KK啊，说就容易，但是真的做就不容易了，
不然我问你吧，如果你在我的位置里，感受着我的感受时，
你又会怎样做？你真的能很理性地对待吗？

.......说真的，我也不知道......
不过，犯不着这样折磨自己吧？
你要知道，你如果倒下，也许就很难再爬起来了....

我也不想倒下，不过，我已经在下坠中了.....

深夜~~

发觉自己的blog最近都在讲一些天使，恶魔，吸血鬼之类的....
在此要声明，我接下来的blog，不会只是围绕在耶稣啊，真神阿拉，关帝啊，观音啊，玉皇大帝....
我不是要搞宗教或神话传谈啦，一切纯属巧合^^

最近过着日夜颠倒的生活，半夜三四点都不睡，白天拼命打瞌睡....
发觉自己开始享受一个人在黑夜里打滚的乐趣....
当身边的人都已经在跟周公批评着大马的so called多元种族政策时，
我才开始带上我的面具（K~ock K~roach），装上我的武器（我的键盘，我的mouse），乘上我的Bat Mobile（我的blog），
正式成为黑夜的守护者The Dark Knight.....
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~

好像有点kixiao，咩咩一定会说我比较像The Vampire，
Mao mao 和 Shirmane 则会说我又发作了，只是这次不唱麻坡的情歌，
改和Joker打交道去了....keke

黑暗总带给人一种很恐怖很阴森的感觉，
相信不少人对黑暗总有一些些的敬而远之....
但是最近看的一本书却对黑暗作了另一番的诠释....
黑暗其实提供着大家安全感，在没有光亮的情况下，紧紧地抱着，呵护着我们....
在光亮中，人们丑陋的一面，未净化的兽性，才会赤裸裸的展现，
在黑暗里，我们不需要刻意的掩饰自己，精神上得以短暂的放松....

所以呢，我们不需要害怕黑暗，把它当成一个述说心声的保姆好了....
相反的，在光亮中，我们要打起十二分精神，以免遭受到不可知的陷害....
又是一个黑暗来临的时刻，一起来享受吧！！！

*不过ne，晚上看不到时，还是乖乖开灯吧....否则多几个头都不够你撞 XD

黎明的獠牙 ('' v----v '')

不知道看过Twilight的人对这套戏最印象深刻的是什么？
帅哥？美女？血？还是浪漫的情节？
我就有点奇怪，一直留意着男主角Edward的肤色，和女主角Bella的兔牙....
冷冻苍白的皮肤，包含着安耐不住，随时爆发的热血；
可爱俏皮的兔牙，心中包含着无限的勇气和爱的执著....
其实很无奈，尤其是当命运安排狮子爱上该狩猎的羊....
很多时候，我们总是处在身不由己的立场，不到我们去深思熟虑....
你可以很理性地做出分析，把一件事的好坏在脑子里温习三次，
可是，当你当面对着那事情时，所有一切逻辑瞬间被推翻....
有过这种感觉吗？
你明明知道和某人是不可能的，但是牵起她的手时，你却忘了那条不该跨越的界限....
你明明知道是时候放弃了，但是当望着她的眼睛时，你却很任性的放纵自己....
你明明知道你们都处于不同的世界，但是当她活生生站在你旁边时，
你却纵容自己，为了她放弃自己的世界....
“我只想保护你....”无奈吧？一个吸血鬼竟然要保护自己最想吞食的猎物....
女孩为了爱，也愿意成为食物，踏上成为永生狩猎者的不归路....
在最后，当然还是个happy ending，吸血鬼成功克制自己的欲望，救了女孩....
可是在现实生活中，却没有一个仁慈的导演和编剧，在幕后为我们编个happy ending,
我们的未来，还是得由自己去开拓....

如果我注定要爱上羊，即使会虚弱而死，从今以后我只吃草....

*相信Twilight会有第二，三，四集....New Moon, Eclipse, and Breaking Dawn.*

Angel or Demon?? Which one you saw??

What did you saw at your first sign???
Did you saw a corrupted down-looking demon...
Or you saw a shinny rising angel???
Don't answer me... answer to yourself....
Within your subconscious,
your own hidden faith will determine whether you will saw an angel or a demon....
If you saw an angel, congratulation, you have a positive view....
If you saw a demon instead, beware.....

*This picture was a combination of 2 separate pictures, 1 angel n 1 demon.
Thanks to photoshop, that enable me to create such an illusion effect. ^^

Organ Comm VS PR Theories, Roles & Models

First of all, I would to say hi and jia you to all my fellow APR1 2008 course mates~~
I guess we are suffering with the same thing now...
Mr Chuan's assignment!!!!!!!!
God damm it, this Mr Chuan really enjoy threatening the students, by assigning such tricky and mind twisting work...
feel pity for our cute little brain... (T.T)
Last sem we got organ comm, this 2nd sem we have this PR theories, roles and models....
Well, both are celaka~~ with so many journals to read on....
Walao eii, those scholars ar.... like to show off, always tend to make their work so special and try to use as many different terms to descibe the same things.
SAME SHIT DIFFERENT TERMS Only mar....!
Haiz, again... pity our weak little brain... (T.T)
Well, be optimism, we will end this human-journals war by next Wednesday ^^
After next Wed, we can have a short period of honey moon, enjoy ur time with those u ignored during assignments time ooo....
Now is year end sales, go purchase some stocks while you can wahahaha....

Well, back to Organ Comm and Pr theories and etc.....
Seriously, these 2 subjects had caused a serious side effects on us, the PR students,
For example, tend to link those scholars' terms with our daily lifes...
"Attending every class is too machine approach, sometimes we need some break by ponteng class... we are culture approach oriented mar...."
"We have grapevine (gossip) all the times..."
"I rather be a comm tech, dunwan be in top management. TM is too complicated for me..."
"bla~bla~bla~~~~~~"

Help me plssssss....... ><''
Btw, we shld appreciate these works, as it really help us in critical thinking....
I am sure it will definitely help in your future....
So, while we can, enjoy it... You enjoy or you suffer... still have to settle it... right???
Now... I am citing a term from Benita Steyn now.. a truly meaningful 1,
"To survive is to adapt, to adapt is to change"

So, my fellow mates, do change your perception now... if you want to survive^^

爱我的话，把我吃了吧~~

深雪的书，从来不能用常理来解释....
不得不佩服这位香港的美女作家，美丽的外表，
里头藏着的，却是不按牌理出牌的思考模式。
这部新的作品-“朝圣.爱.传说”，讲述的是另类的爱情观....

书中的灵魂人物，分别有：
拥有通过眼泪预测未来的神奇金眼美少女，忘伊娅；
天生感官过人而且充满兽性的天才画家，蒂莫哀；
野心勃勃，很懂得操控人心的独裁统治者，塞图（她是个美女 as well）；
拥有不可知的魔力，一生臣服于两段爱情，轻如无物的鞋匠，默斯；
天生智障，却能感动人心，每天怀着感恩之心的美少女，珀珀。


故事里头最让人难忘的是，爱情最伟大的包容和牺牲，是让爱人吃掉自己。
书中蒂莫哀的前妻歌柔在一次海难，牺牲自己让蒂莫哀吞噬自己以保住性命，从此让满怀兽性的蒂莫哀染上了吞食爱人的怪念头，在他遇上忘伊娅和发现自己爱上这奇特的少女后，一度让自己那不能释怀的食欲控制，但他还是选择远离忘伊娅以保全她的性命。岂料，忘伊娅非但没有逃避，更自己送上门。她的信念中，怀着的是对蒂莫哀深深的爱，和一颗企图超越世俗一切凡夫俗子的爱情。最后，蒂莫哀还真的吃了忘伊娅（哈哈，左腿而已），竟然，从此他们堪称是世上最相爱的一对恋人。村子里随后更流行了吃人肉便能获得完美爱情的风俗。

其实，我发而觉得这是另一种境界，一种伟大爱情的牺牲。当然，我不是鼓励大家回去把恋人的腿切下来煮成人肉排，香肠，和人肉浓汤（书中他们真的那样做，X D）。
其实，牺牲才是爱情里最伟大的一环，可以为自己的挚爱，舍弃自己一向来视为最重要的事物，绝对会让你的另一半感受到浓浓的爱，一种能够让对方的心深深的被感动的付出。问问自己，可曾为对方牺牲一些你认为很重要的事物呢？比方说，打机啊，shopping啊，工作啊，等等的....
你的伴侣当然会明白你是很注重某些事物，不过当他知道你为了他/她而放弃了某些东西，其实你已经在默默告诉他/她，“你是最重要的”....很重要很重要，对方一定会因为你的看重而赏你一个深深的吻 :)

书中提到的爱情，是经过文字修饰让人动容的无我爱情，要真的在现实生活中 implement,还真的不是十分 practical。不过，学不了十分，学个六七分总可以。堕入爱河的情侣们，懂得适时让你的另一半感觉到你对他的不求回报的付出和牺牲，绝对能让你们的爱情加温。爱情里头总是很难存有一百分的理性，你的伴侣，口中可能会说尊敬你的决定，但心里头，也许在默默期待你会为了他/她偶尔来个不理性的冲击。人嘛，总是口是心非的，不管是 m 或 f 。

告诉他们，我爱你，如果你也爱我，那就吃了我吧！！祝你们爱情如鱼得水^^

天使 & 恶魔

Dan Brown的另一本著作Angels & Demons
电影版要上映了，虽然我没看过这本书，但是Dan Brown的达文西密码让我毕生难忘，相信这部电影，应该不会让大家失望....此为故事大纲：

蘭登發現一個名為「光明會」（Illuminati）的地下幫會在復興，該幫會具有長遠的淵源，乃歷史上最有勢力的幫 會。此外，他還得知該幫會正在密謀推翻其視為死敵的天主教會。由於光明會放置了定時炸彈，形勢刻不容緩，他於是飛往羅馬，與美麗的義大利科學家薇多利雅（Vittoria Vetra）聯合。他們馬不停蹄、歷盡千辛萬苦，打入塵封的地窖、危機四伏的古墓、荒廢的教堂甚至鑿開地球上最秘密的拱頂，追尋著 400 年的古代符號蹤跡，拯救梵蒂岡于千均一發之際。

这电影会在明年五月上映，希望大家去支持。小说改篇电影总是得面对一个问题，总会被人们把原著和电影比较，而且通常都没有好评（比较具体的例子有：哈利波特，达文西密码等等）。曾阅读此著作的读者们，别抱着电影一定要和原著同等精彩的心态去观赏，毕竟小说是小说，电影是电影，小说的世界是天马行空的，拍一部小说电影则需要考虑很多元素:敏感的宗教课题，经费，拍摄地点，演员等等问题....因此，不要带着一颗看小说的心态进到电影院。如果硬要以一颗把小说和电影比较的心态去看的话，那我建议还是呆在家看小说算了，别糟蹋了电影制作人的心血，也别破坏了这小说在你心里头那画面，更别浪费电影票钱（如果是movie day还没有酱心痛吧）。

天使与恶魔，是个大家熟悉又陌生的名词。天使和恶魔，代表着两个极端：好与坏，光与暗，光圈与魔角，道德与沦陷，阳和阴，天堂与地狱等等...其实，天使和恶魔又是由谁来定义呢？什么为之好？什么为之坏？谁又能站在最顶端声称自己是能审判的天平，好坏是由人来定律的，那我想问问大家，人类本身是不是有这个资格来对其他人，事，和物进行宣判？人类本身就不是完美和高尚的存在，又有什么资格去定律一件事的好坏对错。我们身边总不会缺少自以为是，有异样控制欲，顽固如砖石的野蛮人，更有一些自认清高别人都比自己低贱的人，未弄清楚事情却到处暗箭伤人的伪君子，那些到处去说别人不简单的人，其实自己才真的不简单。其实，我满想问，什么叫做一个人不简单？是否那某某人不是用肺来呼吸，而是用肺来讲话呢？如果真的是这样那真的不简单，而且还有点复杂tim。

对与错没有一个固定的定律，因为那所谓的定律也只是一方面的人的单方面思考。正如Aristotle说过的中庸之道，与其极端的逼自己待在某一个极端，不如想想，两方面的人，为什么存有不相同的意见。站在中庸之道上，我们反而更能清除地解剖该件事情。PR也常说，我们要2-way communication嘛，酱才有mutual beneficial relationship。

天使与恶魔，正好是站在我们心里的天平两端，当天平一段的天使向上伸时，另一端地恶魔一定会向下坠。当我们认定了这件事情应该“这样”做才对时，那“那样”做就变成了恶魔...无奈的是，每个人看见的天使和恶魔都不一样的，应该说，天使和恶魔根本不存在，他们只是我们潜意识里对某件事情的认定。

住在你心中的天使，可能就是在我耳边的恶魔...多希望我是傻瓜，最好永远分不清天使有的是光环，还是魔角...